I'm 116.3. I've lost roughly 4kgs since I last wrote. Things are slow because for two weeks of that time I was eating basically whatever I wanted just in smaller portions, I wasn't drinking any water and I wasn't doing much exercise. Things aren't perfect now, take last night for example, carrot cake and kfc chicken? Hmmm but at least I'm conscious and not in a complete food coma. If I lose on average four kilos a month it's going to take me just over a year to get down to 65kg. Which isn't so bad I guess but things feel like they're creeping along and my 'naughtyness' makes me wonder how much quicker I could actually get it down.
Today I"m trying to be extra good because I gorged like a inconsolable whale last night. Gorging for a gastric op patient has different implications gorging = 1 KFC chicken wing and two nuggets. Still gorging none the less and if I keep repeating this habit I'll never be the weight I want to be.
My hairs changed, it cost me $270.00 but I'm in love with it. Had tonnes of compliments including my favourite "You look 15 again" and I finally feel more worthy about receiving them. Onwards and upwards Kalifi, stay focused, stay faithful, stay strong and keep picking away at it (my self motivational dialogue)
Off to Fiji on the 20th of August for a famil with Fiji tourism and Coral seas. 6 nights, $400 all activites and meals included. Yes, I am terrified of flying but NO I will not let it come in between me and opportunities to travel. Besides it's a 3-4 hour flight and it will equip me better for the flight to to the Cook Islands which is 5-6 hours long in each direction. Groan. OH and! Exciting, exciting, Hawaii airfares are paid off and hotel confirmed and deposited. Woohoo so now it's just Activities and spending money. So excited about Hawaii, lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrve family holidays!
xox
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment